b'But now that Chloe, Zoey, and Brandon areMONDAY11:57 P.M. involved in other things and making new friends, Im feeling a little insecure. And I dont know WHY.OMG! I just woke up in a cold sweat!Maybe because it was so hard for me to fit in atI have the WORST stabbing pain in the lower right Westchester Country Day and make friends.side of my stomach.Moving here last fall was the most difficult timeAnd its . . . of my life! I cried almost every day. But writing inEXCRUCIATING !!my diary helped me get through it all. The LAST thing I want to do is tell my parents.Although Im STILL a little TRAUMATIZED thanks to MacKenzie Hollister. For some reason,My mom took a few vacation days from work to that girl HATES MY GUTS!spend quality time with Brianna and me before we go back to school. So shes home all week. If I can prove to Chloe, Zoey, and BrandonIf she finds out Im sick, Ill be trapped in bed all that Im an IRREPLACEABLE friend, theyllday with a THERMOMETER stuck in my mouth realize how much they need ME in THEIR lives. while I secretly flush bowls of her NASTY chunky chicken soup down the toilet.Because I really, really need THEM in MINE! Right now Im feeling . . .I dont know what Id do without them ! HORRIBLE!!30 31'