b'WEDNESDAY, JULY 2 I called Trevor Chase a dozen times today, but no luck. His voice mail isSTILLfull! Part of me is hopeful that everything will work out, while another part of me is already assuming the worst. WHY? Because my boring life can randomly spiral into a totalCATASTROPHEin just minutes!So I was a little anxious when my crush, Brandon, and I started hanging out more this summer. Okay, Ill admit it. We really like each other. A LOT !But that doesnt stop me from stressing out about one day doing something STUPID and accidentally sabotaging our friendship! Like, what if . . .16'