b'NOOOOO!! HowPATHETICis that?!Its one thing for ME to ruin MY life!But NO WAY am I going to RUIN the lives of my FRIENDS.The first thing I need to do isQUITmy BAND!As much as I hate to do this, I dont have a choice. Im SUCH anEMBARRASSMENT!!ME, TOTALLY FREAKING OUT THAT IM ALREADY A HUMONGOUSIll just send everyone an honest, heartfelt JOKE ON SOCIAL MEDIA EVEN BEFOREletter explaining my decision and hope theyll THE SCHOOL YEAR HAS STARTED!! understand.40 41'