b'But if necessary Ill take this SECRET to myFRIDAY, AUGUST 8GRAVE!! . . .AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!! That was me, SCREAMING in frustration!! NIKKITrying to keep this secret is KILLING ME!! MAXWELL I know Trevor said I couldnt TELL anyone. belovedBut he NEVER said I couldnt WRITE about it daughterin my DIARY! Right?!and Adored sister . . . So thats exactly what Im going to do ! who never bLABBED the bIG sECRET!! Or maybe NOT !But WHO is going to know? Unless there are, like . . . people, um . . . SECRETLY READING . . . my diary!!MY HEADSTONE!! Last month my band was the opening act for the Bad Boyz on the U.S. part of their world tour. Well . . . Im DEAD serious! No pun intended. until they nearly had a complete MELTDOWN!I need to stop stressing and justCHILLAX!! They were SUPERstressed, burned out, and squabbling with each other because theyd been on IVE GOT THIS! !! tour continuously for the past YEAR.54 55'